whatsup?

Not much in a nutshell, then again alot if I think about it.  I've decided to take some time off from the training grind.  Getting pretty burnt out and someone smarter than me recognized this.  Go figure that one.  You know you are a little ragged around the edges with your training when,  1)  you cringe at thinking about running, which I love by the way.  2)  I would rather deep clean my house  (I have done recently instead of running).  Like really?  WTF is up with that one?  Tho, the day after ( I clean) you can't notice, due to teens that don't clean up and my 4 cats.........

Other than that, I've been pretty much vegetarian the last 3 days.  Yeah, I'm giving it a go again.  I'm just so tired lately...I have to give something a try.  Boosting my vits and my iron tabs, etc., hoping that helps my so-so-ness.  Will let you know how it all transpires and for how long.  :-/   


Planning on changing my work status to FT instead of PT.  I mean, I really work 1 day short every two weeks than FT status, so I might as well reap the benefits of xtra PTO, less insurance out of pocket every paycheck and stuff like that.  Tho PT status is nice, cuz I can always tweak my schedule as needed for xtra time or vacation....or ??  Oh well, gots to do whats you got to do at times.  Plus, I can't afford to be called off on PT status.  It really can add up or minus my PTO bank as it is.

Oh, and the very exciting news recently is my last ultrasound and mammogram showed a 95% chance that the lump/bumps I feel in my L breast are 95% benign.  Oh boy!!  Really?  You couldn't give me an inconclusive like 6 mos ago, you had to give me 95% which leaves me with a 5% margin of ....what cancer??  Like you radiologists need to really get a grip.  Like really!  The big stumbling block for me right now is either I can try to fight for an appt with a surgeon who will then schedule a biopsy of said area(s).  Tho, I may not be able to have a biopsy if they don't know where to stick a needle or cut at.  The big thing is that my insurance is totally changing come the 1st of the yr, and knowing the fucking industry as I do layman and as a nurse....they will give me the ol heave ho and say it was a preexisting condition if I get anything in motion before the 1st of the yr.  Then I am totally fucked, period. 

Call it a day Mr. Spock.

Yeah, I'm a big happy bag of happy-happy, joy-joy the last few days.  It's a big deal or maybe not, but it is ( a big deal

                                           to me) in reality here.