.....Life is like a box of chocolates. Ya never know what you are going to get. Forest Gump
Ain't that the fucking truth? Actually, I'm not really complaining, well maybe a wee bit, sorta. I mean I have all my extremities, my fam is healthy and happy----as much as can be expected with 2 teens living at home. My furry kids are healthy and active. I have a job. Yes, that is priceless in this economy. Tho, lately.....I just get antsy.
I have a very bad character flaw, ssshhhhhh! Don't spread it around. I get bored very easily at times. I told you not to say anything, QUIET!! It's helpful at times and at other times it is a pain in my ass.
Helpful like in, baaah I'm tired of watching tv or playing on the internet, reading, etc. Maybe a run or a quick drive to the gym to swim. Yeah, very good! At that point I'm usually on the move. Not so helpful in, damn......there are no races out there! Do I really want to race? Like WTF? No races. Oh, and there are plenty, just not any that strike a fire under my feets. Then there is the on/off boredom at work. Not so challenging at times and I really get tired of DOVs (Dead On The Vent patients).
Oh well, suck it up buttercup! Yep, that is my motto, cuz I know that my boredom usually passes after awhile. If not, then I find ways around it one way or another.
It's really hard on me when I get antsy like this, cuz work is a good chunk of what makes me tick, and running.....I can't do without. Tried, doesn't work. I not only get cranky mentally when I don't run, but physically my bod acts like I've got some sorta new fangled staph infection or something.
Sooooo back to Active and Xterra, and........to find some events for me's. As for work, right now there is nothing to do but bite the bullet and stay put for awhile. Maybe work on getting a CCRN Cert this spring. Challenge myself in diff ways. Just "Chillax" like I tell some of my fidgety patients from time to time.
Yeah, CHILLAXIN......sounds really good right now.
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